Cheese with that whine???

Today we (Kimmee, Caiti, and I) sat on a "side bench" in church.  Alec is in the MTC, Jon had to work, and Bryan was on the stand.  We usually take up half a "middle bench", when we did foster care, we took up the whole thing!  It seemed a bit lonely, but the spirit was just as strong as in the middle of the chapel.  I'm ok with change.  This feeling of "loss" will take time to work through, it's a tough one.  Spent the 3 hours at church trying to smile and look like "it's all good", cause it is... just different and a little wetter in the eye area.